F****

Fear. 

Five AM.
Hard-boiled eggs, banana, almond butter.
Coffee.

Fear.

Six AM.
Front squats. Flexibility. Focus.

Fear. 

White board. Numbers. Weights.

Fear. 

"Big" numbers.
"Big" weights.
"Big" doubts.
"Big" wait-until-another-day.. 

Fear. 

"Fear"

Hand to heart.
Big breath.
"Big" weight?
Big effort. 

Fear? 

Big heart.
Big eyes.
Big effort.
Big smile. 

Fear..

F*ck fear. 

Hear it. 

Face it.

Crush it. 

(Keep going)